It was my last night at work yesterday-kind of! I walked in and there was another girl there who said that she had been scheduled also, so I did the selfish thing and left. I’ve decided that I need to become a tad more selfish-if I won’t look out for my interests, how can expect anyone else to?
So anyway, I cleaned out my locker and left. I’m a little sad about that. I’ve never been 100% comfortable with being a stay-at-home mom. I don’t know why, I can’t pinpoint one specific reason for it. It’s not like my part time jobs have ever brought in a lot of money-especially now that hubby is a journeyman in his trade. When he was going to school, my part-time jobs were a bit more essential, but not so much now.
It’s certainly not because I want to prepare myself just in case my hubby decides to leave me and the kids penniless and without support! Believe me, I have heard of people using that argument, and it’s ridiculous. If I thought that hubby could ever do something like that, I wouldn’t have stuck around so long. I certainly wouldn’t have had two children with him.
I liked the job, I liked the girls that I worked with, and the job itself was interesting and not hard. I’m going to miss it-I’m already hunting around in NS for a part-time job for myself!